DAY NEVER TO BE FORGOTTEN

Well it's 11:30pm and the date is 1^st march 2008. It's a long time since dark shadow's have taken over the blue sky. The sun seems to have sunk deep and it seems it would never come on top again.

I am not sure but at this moment I feel to cry as hell, I really do not know what's the reason for such profound grief. Maybe the loss of my dearest dog “Montie”. It was really traumatic and heart throbbing emotions when I heard of my dog's death (from my sister at around 7:30pm).

He has been with us for 14 long years. I still remember the day when I and my brother brought him from my aunt's house, at that time he was just 22 days old, very sweet quiet puppy much like a toy. He was kept in a small poly-bag with his head popping out of it. He was brownish white with black patches around his eyelids and looked like a perfect creation for a puppy.

Since then he has always been with us (until today), in our griefs our sorrows, our joys. He was the favorite of my father, my grandmother both of whom always loved him more than anything. I think today they have finally called him to their place where one day each one has to go.

In my entire walk of life (still have to go far ahead) I have heard of people dying, myself experienced the death of closed one's. I am not able to understand this aspect of nature. Why did the god want us to die? If he wants so then why did he create us in the first place?? Why he wants other people to suffer grief over the death of their close one's? Well I think no one knows the answer but one thing is very sure that each one has to go through this phase of life or rather death.

I wrote like this because today I have lost my dearest one (my dog was more like a family member to us). I feel like splurging out my emotions on this very entry.

My mind is filled with every picture of him. His cute little little eyes, how I used to play with him, how he used to wag his tail whenever he saw anyone of us returning home.

I know I wont experience any of his such gestures from now onwards and this very thought leaves tears in my eyes.

I feel that god would have not created such rule of life and death, I experience this because I have lost someone special. Nothing can stop it, we as human beings have to bow down to the laws of nature, the laws of GOD.

“In memory of my cute little dog MONTIE”

Dated : 1^st Feb 2008

May God give peace to his soul

Vivek Bahuguna

E.T-Final Year